does anyone actually read this?

i'm seriously thinking about just deleting this entire thing because all its done is cause trouble. i liked it better when no one knew or cared what i thought about because everyone thought i was normal.

well, now that they've seen a tiny peek into my thoughts, suddenly im a depressing freak. well...i guess thats ( Read more... )

hello friends, romans, countrymen.

since it is/was Rosh Hashanah this past day...well, its still technically Rosh Hashanah, cause the sun is about to set in about 5 minutes...oh well. In the spirit of the holiday, i have taken it upon myself to for once, follow my "faith", and follow the rutiene of forgiveness that usually insues on the holiday. ( Read more... )

hi.

how are you?

me? i'm just fine.

you should know thats a lie...i never write in this if i feel good, you should know that.

lesse...

wednesday i definatly had the most romantic night of my life...that was fun,and no i'm not going to go into details...

school started...

the prison doors have locked behind me and i havn't the key to escape...and ( Read more... )

is it normal to want to get the hell away from all of this so badly that your willing to destroy everyting you've worked so hard to build?

friendships
relationships
lives

FUCK IT ALL

don't worry, be happy

fuck you, and fuck the person who wrote that god damn song

thanks for caring

but its just not worth it anymore

i don't want to hurt any of you anymore...

you see what i've done?

can't blame gwb for this one...

but i can try.

god damn you gwb!

what is there to say?

1. I'm an idiot

2. I'm a loser

3. I don't deserve to be alive

and theres PLENTY more...trust me

someone please tell me why it feels like i have 3 people on the face of this planet who consiter me a friend...hell, i'd settle for someone who actually wouldn't mind talking to me every once and a while.

its not like i deserve ( Read more... )

want to know just how despirate and stupid and worthless and absolutley FUCKED UP this world is?! here:

http://www.isahomo.com/

u can go make your friends look like a fucking (literally) gay child-molester! YAY! what a perfect way to show your maturity and put this wonderful creation known as the world wide web to use...to call you closest and ( Read more... )

stupid promises ( Read more... )

alrite...GET THIS ( Read more... )

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